amazing, isn't it?

the things one can create in one's mind. I have the (probably not so unique) ability to manufacture whole relationships....chemistry, eyes, attraction, beginning, sex, middle, pauses, no sex, refresh refresh, he fooled around, end and well maybe it could work out after all.....in my mind. I can do these things without the other person ever EVEN KNOWING this was going on in my head (heart). More on this later.